Here’s the beginning of another story inspired by a dream I had. This particular dream came to me in three parts, one of which is featured in this first chapter. It is a step outside of my paranormal comfort zone and I hope you enjoy. Feedback is appreciated!
*Updated 3/13/13 with new revisions*
Slack Tide
CH 1.
I was undecided whether or not I was going to go to the party tonight. I wasn’t exactly the party-type of girl but Jen was really excited about going. She said there were going to be a ton of seniors there and that, as juniors, we were practically obligated to make an appearance. We wouldn’t want them to think we were super lame, would we? I couldn’t care less what they thought but I decided to go to keep an eye on her. Trouble had a way of finding Jen, or maybe it was Jen who always found trouble.
The party was on somebody’s houseboat on the far side of the marina. I lived in the center of the marina above the supply store. My parents rented a small apartment there although my dad was gone most of the year fishing. It was usually just me and mom and the occasional stranger that mom brought home to party with.
That could explain my aversion to partying.
It was a foggy night, pretty typical for living right off the water. Jen and I walked together down the gravel roads past the other houseboats. Jen lived in town in a regular house so she always thought it was so cool and exotic that people lived on boats in the bay. I told her it was usually just people who were too busy or lazy to take care of a house and a yard that lived there, nothing exotic about it. She wouldn’t hear it. Houseboat living was some foreign luxury she was desperate to be a part of. This party was right up her alley.
As we got closer, we heard the music before we saw the house. The fog was so thick that we were practically at the front door before we saw it. Jen went through the door first, bursting through like the life of the party she wished she was. I followed quietly behind trying to be as inconspicuous as possible. It wasn’t hard since most of the people I saw were seniors who couldn’t be bothered with a junior girl like me. When I got to the kitchen, I already saw Jen downing a shot of some unknown liquid. It was going to be a long night. I grabbed a cup and filled it with some water from the sink. I don’t drink. My mom does enough of that for the both of us.
I followed Jen as she went room to room. She finally settled in the dining room where she cheered on a rowdy game of beer pong. I took my cup of water and sat in a chair in the living room where I had full view of Jen and the game. I hardly noticed there was anyone around me until I heard a voice ask, “I guess you’re not as interested in beer pong as your friend is, huh?” I looked next to me and was surprised to see Scott Farris, a senior and son of one of the most famous (or infamous-depending on who you asked) fishermen in town. His dad was like a rock star amongst fishermen, if there was such a thing. I’d never talked to Scott in my life and hardly saw him but everyone knew who he was.
“How do you know she’s my friend?” I asked, trying slightly to distance myself from her embarrassing antics.
“I saw you come in together and I saw you follow her through the house like you were babysitting her. She seems like she’s the type of girl who could use it, actually.” He nodded in her direction. I looked towards her to see her falling all over some senior guy who wasn’t even paying attention to her and happily taking another anonymous shot someone was passing around.
I groaned.
Scott laughed at me, or rather at my situation. I was momentarily stunned at how his face lit up when he laughed and how bright his blue eyes became. His laugh stirred something inside of me, something so deep within my being. It made me feel good and I hadn’t really felt good in a long time. I knew I had to hear it again.
I became acutely aware of my heart thumping in my chest. I had to say something to make him laugh again.
“You think I should just grab her by her hair and drag her home and save everyone the trouble of dealing with her later?” It worked. My heart thumped louder at the sound.
“I think she’s old enough to make her own decisions, don’t you? She can do what she wants just as long as she doesn’t drag you down with her.” He looked straight into my eyes like no one had ever done before. It felt as though my heart was floating and I tried to nonchalantly press my left fist against my chest just to keep it in check. He searched my eyes so intensely that I had to briefly look away to regain some composure. Did Scott Farris really just say he was concerned for my welfare? I don’t even know this guy, why would he care about me?
Thump. Thump.
“Well then, I guess I should just drag her home now because I’ve seen this act before,” I said nodding in her direction, “it doesn’t end well.”
“I don’t want you to have to leave so early because of her, you and I’ll make sure she gets home safe later, don’t worry.” He said it so sincerely and profoundly. I probably would have believed anything he said at that moment but, in my gut, I knew he was telling the truth. Dad always said to trust your first instincts about a person and there was something very safe about Scott. I felt protected.
“I’m Scott.” He put his hand out to shake mine.
“I’m Ellie.”
“Ellie, that’s an unusual name. I like it.” He smiled. My heart thumped.
“Well, technically it’s Eleanor, after my grandma, but I kind of hate it. In fact, I’m almost embarrassed to admit that to you. I’ve always gone by Ellie.”
“Well, I like them both but Ellie it is.” His blue eyes sparkled and I was pretty sure my insides melted a bit.
We spent much of the night talking, when I wasn’t chasing after Jen making her chug some water, that is. Fortunately for me, Jen set her sights on some guy who decided it would be nice to make out with such a willing girl. This slowed her alcohol consumption enough to sober her up a bit and kept her occupied so I could focus on talking to Scott.
For someone whose father was known for dangling a couple of his deckhands over the side of his boat during a fight, Scott was surprisingly mellow and sweet. I listened as he talked and joked with his friends, trying not to say anything stupid when he asked my opinion. Even when he was seemingly focused on his friends he was also, apparently, aware of me. Once, while in a deep conversation with a buddy about some tv show I never saw, I caught a chill and rubbed my arms to warm up. I had no idea he saw me or noticed but the next thing I knew, he was removing his zipped-up hoodie. He carefully held the arms out for me to put it on all while barely missing a beat in his conversation. He smiled as I finished putting it on and I had never felt so taken care of in my life.
In my sixteen years, I had barely had anyone even ask how I was, let alone worry about my well being or care if I felt chilly. I pretty much took care of myself and I could tell that Scott was used to taking care of people too. I realized that his dad was probably gone a lot just like mine so he was probably used to doing things for himself, like me. It was a quality that really drew me into him and I hoped that he felt something for me too.
It was getting really late and I knew it was about time to go. I didn’t want to leave. I never wanted to leave Scott’s side ever, but I was exhausted and I knew I’d have to deal with my mom in the morning. Scott must have noticed me scanning the crowd for Jen because he asked, “Leaving me so soon?” I have to admit, my heart swooned when he said it.
“Yeah, sorry, I gotta go and I have to get Jen home before she’s a total mess.”
He stood up. “Alright, let’s go.” I looked at him strangely, not knowing what he meant.
“I said I’d get you home safe and I meant it. Go find Jen and meet me by the front door.”
I was shocked into semi-incoherentness so I just nodded my head and walked through the dwindling crowd until I found Jen, attached to some other guy’s face. I dragged her away, made her drink the rest of my water and went to meet Scott by the front door.
I saw him talking to another guy who I recognized as his brother, Jake. Jake was in my grade and his reputation was a lot like his father’s-hard partying, quick tempered with an even quicker sense of humor. They seemed to be arguing quietly. I wondered if they were arguing about me as I slowly walked up. Once I was in Scott’s view, his demeanor abruptly changed and a huge smile swept back across his face. Jake turned to see what he was looking at and said, “Hey Ellie,” to me and “Don’t stay out too late”, with an obvious wink to Scott. Scott rolled his eyes, put his hand on my back and led me out the door as Jen stumbled a bit next to me.
The fog seemed even thicker as we walked back down the road. The houseboats were no longer visible, tied up to the docks, and you could hardly see your hand in front of your face. Scott kept his hand firmly on the small of my back which repeatedly sent shivers up my spine-the good kind of shivers. Jen rambled on about the party as if Scott wasn’t even there. She talked about all the “hot seniors” she made out with and the friends she made. I looked at Scott and rolled my eyes. He laughed his laugh which made my heart soar.
We got back to the supply store and I asked Scott to wait downstairs while I brought Jen up and got her settled in. I had to basically push Jen up the stairs to our deck. I stood her next to the door while I slowly opened it trying to stay quiet. I quickly saw there was no need. My mom was passed out on the couch, an empty bottle of something on the table next to her in the dark. The tv was blaring so I shut it off. She stirred but stayed asleep. I brought Jen to the bedroom where she promptly removed her shoes and collapsed sleepily onto the sleeping bag next to my bed. Again, I crept through the living room and back outside.
From the top of the deck, I looked out but didn’t see Scott. My heart sank. Did he leave? Did I imagine it all? I quickly ran down the stairs looking out into the fog and he caught me at the bottom step in his arms.
“Woah, where are you off to in such a hurry?” He asked. I was so relieved and also excited that I was standing there in Scott Farris’ arms.
“Sorry, I thought you left.” I was immediately embarrassed by the revelation and looked down at the ground. He put his hand under my chin and lifted my head until I met his eyes. I felt like his blue eyes could swallow me whole if I let them.
“I told you I’d get you home safe and I’d never leave you without knowing you were safe, okay?” I nodded, feeling like my eyes would tear up at any moment. I blinked heavily.
“Listen, I really like you…” he started. Now it was him looking away in embarrassment. I took the chance to turn his face back towards me. He smiled at the gesture and looked deep into my eyes. He put both hands on my face and slowly came forward to kiss me. It was a gentle kiss but firm in its intent.
My heart thumping was now so out of control that I was sure it would explode.
“I like you too.” I said and he hugged me tight. At the beginning of the night I would have never in a million years guess I would be kissing a boy, let alone Scott Farris. It’s funny how your life can change in an instant and I truly felt like my life had changed right there standing in his arms.
“Ellie, I gotta go.” He said sadly.
“I know.”
“No, I mean I have to go away.” It felt like someone stabbed me in the chest and suddenly the tears reappeared behind my eyes. “I’m going fishing with my dad tomorrow and I won’t be back until next week.”
Tomorrow? Next week? Okay, that didn’t sound so bad. I think I could handle that. “Okay, I understand.” I said to him.
He looked relieved but still sad. “I’ll see you once I get back, okay? Don’t forget about me.”
I laughed. “How could I?”
He kissed me again, stronger this time and slowly let go of me. I watched him disappear back into the fog like some illusion and I was left wondering again if it had all truly happened. I still felt the sweet tingling on my lips and the absence of his arms around me. Although we had only known each other for a few hours, it felt like part of me was being ripped away. I looked down to see that I still had his hoodie on and I wrapped it tighter around me as I made my way back inside.